“What is the reason that men are so half-hearted in seeking Christ? Why are they so soon deterred, and checked, and discouraged in drawing near to God? The answer is short and simple. They do not feel sufficiently their own sins. They are not thoroughly convinced of the plague of their own hearts, and the disease of their own souls. Once let a man see his own guilt, as it really is, and he will never rest till he has found pardon and peace in Christ.”
~ J.C. Ryle
until yu feel the absolute abhorise of your own sinfulness and your inability to rise above it with out Jesus Christ and His redeeming power your life will be utterlly useless..